Here I go again

Nov 24

Time for another vacation! Tomorrow morning (yes, Thanksgiving day) I'm heading out on a 6 hour train ride down to Florence where I will be meeting some fabulous friends from the good ole US of A! I will be gone for nine days on a little Italian adventure through Florence, Rome, and maybe one or two still undetermined places. I can not wait! I've been to these cities before, but it was a very long time ago...maybe around 10 years. So I am very much looking forward to seeing them again and staying a bit longer. Of course, I'm most looking forward to seeing my friends, Rachel, Eric, Steph, and John, who are coming from all over the US and Canada just to see ME! Ok, they may actually be coming to see Italy, but I like to think it's just for me. :) Good times are sure to be had.

Right now, I'm in superdrive mode trying to finish cleaning my room and bathroom, doing laundry, emailing contacts, booking last minute trains, working, and eventually packing at some point tonight. So I've got to run now. You won't hear from me for a little bit. But I hope everyone back home has a great Thanksgiving holiday! I'm still looking for someone in Florence that can serve me some turkey...but so far no luck. Oh well. Ciao!

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My teeth!!

Nov 20

I had my first ever dream about my teeth falling out last night. Not gonna lie...it kind of freaked me out. It was disturbing. They were just crumbling in my mouth at the slightest touch.

I know this is supposedly the most common type of dream, so I've always thought it was weird that I've never experienced it. I also never dream about being naked, falling, or being chased. No, my dreams are generally much, much stranger than the norm.

In any case...what is this dream supposed to mean again? Any theories?

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One step higher

Nov 18


So I've taken up this new hobby of going rockclimbing at Vertigo in Pollenzo about once a week. The only problem is that I am not very good. I'm not saying this as an insult to myself...I'm not terrible. It's just that I've never really tried this sport on a regular basis before. However, after my first or second visit I was a little discouraged because almost everyone else at this gym is a very, very talented climber. They practice and train in their spare time, visit the gym every time it's open, and go 'real' climbing or bouldering on the weekends together. This is not my goal - I only go for the exercise and socializing. So what reason is there for me to be discouraged?

Instead, I have found lately that climbing is a very motivating activity. I don't have to be able to conquer every course in the gym. My goal is simply to improve, little by little, each time that I go. To reach that next block. To finish a course that I couldn't the week before. I push myself at my own pace and according to my personal aspirations. It is very rewarding. I don't have to compare my path to the paths of others, or my accomplishments to theirs. It's a personal journey.

I have found this to be a very meaningful analogy to life and how I want to approach it. Each of us lives his/her own life story according to their personal goals and direction. Why compare? Why look at what someone else is doing and wonder if we should be doing the same? We are all different. I want to take my life one step at a time, continually making small improvements, and following where God is taking me personally. Not being afraid to fall. Always moving one step higher...

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Sometimes waking up at 7:30am is worth it...

Nov 08

God is with me...still...even here. I love the way He works.

Torre Pellice

As you can imagine, it has been rather hard for me to have spent the past 5 months so far in Northern Italy without a church to attend or any other kind of Christian fellowship. I love my friends here and the experiences that I've had, but I really miss that nourishment and accountability that comes from being involved in a believing community. Lucky for me, there is a very special person God has placed in my life here that knows this about me and offered to drive me 1.5 hours away to attend a protestant evangelical church in a mountain town called Torre Pellice. Upon arrival to the town, I spotted a guy walking down the street with a Bible (which is a fairly uncommon practice around here), so I asked if there was a protestant church nearby that we could attend. Andrea kindly led us to his church where we were then introduced to what seemed like every member of the congregation. Each person was extremely friendly and loving, offering us coffee and taking us around to meet everyone else. After about 10 minutes, a few people showed up that could speak some English with me, and then after the service I even met a few Americans, Dutch, and South Africans that live there working with a ministry called Operation Mobilisation (OM). I knew about this ministry before moving to Italy, but I didn't realize exactly where they were located or that they would all happen to attend the same tiny little church that I did yesterday morning. I felt totally at home as God's love wrapped around me. The words to the worship songs were shown on a screen so I could sing along and even understand most of it. Two of the songs I grew up singing back in the States so it was very powerful for me to hear the Italian versions. Then, to my great surprise, the guest speaker for yesterday's sermon just happened to be a Scottish man who gave the sermon in English with an Italian translator helping out everyone else. I loved it! I am convinced that did not happen by chance. God's hand was involved in letting me hear His word being taught when I truly needed it. Afterwards, we were invited out to lunch by a group of English speakers for more fellowship and great conversation. My day was very blessed. 

Tempio Evangelica Waldensian
Following lunch, we left our new friends and ventured up into the mountains. We drove up and up into a little town called Angrogna in the western Cottian Alps. This is where the group of Protestants called the Waldensians migrated to and found refuge during the Reformation of the late 15th and 16th century. The Waldensians existed from the 12th century; however almost all of them throughout Europe along with most other early protestant groups were persecuted and demolished except for this small group that managed to defend themselves in this inaccessible mountain region of the Southwestern Alps. We found memorials and remembrances throughout the land as well as one of the oldest evangelical churches still in existence. It was a beautiful fall day for a walk in the mountains with the trees all varieties of colors. It was truly Italian farming country. There were pigs grazing, roosters, flocks of sheep, horses, etc. My favorite thing was that as we were standing on the point of this mountain, overlooking all of the countryside and valleys below, the sound of ringing cow bells penetrated the air. It was an unforgettable experience to be able to attend church in such an important, historical place for the Protestants in the region. A good reminder of the many that were tortured and burnt at the stake just for their faith. How lucky I am!


Lastly, on our return trip in the afternoon, we stopped in for a tour of Saluzzo. This is a larger, medieval city, if I can call it a city, that is just beautiful. From the Castiglia (an old prison/fortress), there are great views overlooking the city with it's bell towers and fall colors. My day could not have been better. God works in so many unexpected ways and through people that probably don't even realize it. 

I should also mention that I've made up my mind about whether to stay here or not, but I am not going to share yet what the decision is. There are still a few uncertainties. In time...

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Should I stay or should I go?

Nov 02

Thus brings me to the topic on everyone's mind. You have no idea how many times per day I get asked how long I will be here in Italy, if I have made up my mind about staying, where I've decided to go to school, etc. Those of you that know me best know that I hate making decisions...especially big life decisions that shape my entire future. It is very difficult for me and these topics are a source of major stress in my life right now. This is partly why I have not been blogging nearly as much as usual, because every moment of my free time is taken over by online research on various topics and schools, as well as getting some much needed counsel from loved ones. Ironic that I'm the one wanting to go to school to become a counselor. 

Anyway, I haven't quite made up my mind yet as my opinions on the matter change daily. There are far too many details and pros/cons that go into this for me to even begin to describe. It's funny because during the first 3 or 4 months that I was in Italy, I completely ignored all of these decisions and was just wanting to enjoy my time here. I commented that I felt like I was watching a movie of my life and just waiting to see what would happen next. I played a very inactive role in actually making any decisions. I guess that finally caught up with me and I realized that I need to be getting some things done myself and taking the initiative to plan my future. Now, that has completely taken over and often I feel like I can't just live my life here in Italy and enjoy it in the moment. 

I am working on a compromise between the two ideas.

A decision will have to be made very very soon, so I will be sure to keep you posted. However, if you want more info than what I am willing to post on my blog for the entire world to see, you will have to give me a call or an email/message and I would love to chat more. I miss all of you back home...you mean the world to me. Keep praying that our all-knowing God will continue to cradle me in His mighty hands and never let me go. 

On a more light-hearted note... Halloween here was a blast. We had a great party at a bed and breakfast in a vineyard overlooking the entire countryside. The costumes were great, the food delicious and full of pumpkin, the dancing was classic, and there was a wonderful international guest list including a few other Americans that I hadn't met yet! For my costume, I decided to fully embrace my Americana in all its glory. The only downside to the night was the rain outside which put a damper on our adventure to the discoteca after the party. But when I say adventure... I mean it. We were 3 full sized adults, dressed ridiculously, and piled into a little clown car (aka SMART car). Needless to say, Steve and I got very close very quickly. Good times!



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